Going to the heart of the work of the Fire Department, the
question to put to God, why do people die in fires? Police or military may ask why people die in
violence, but this is the FD question. I
have a very unsatisfactory answer. I do
not really know.
I have an abstract, religious-type answer, it has to do with
the fundamental evil of the universe and the sinfulness of humanity and the
brokenness of creation, but that doesn’t seem like enough. It also sounds like I am trying to defend a
God who lets people die in fires. From a
certain point of view, I am.
Why am I asking this question now? There hasn’t been, to my knowledge, a sudden
death that requires expression. It is
the same reason you send a probie through the smoke box with all their
equipment on, trying to squeeze through some narrow opening at the end. Better to challenge something now, in the
safety of practice, than when you run into the reality.
This started as a general question, but now consider the
specific. Why did that person, whom I
could not get to, have to die in that fire?
I am pretending the role of a firefighter now. It is one thing to consider the question is
the broad sense, but how about the personal?
We have an ability, as a species, to put distance between ourselves and
the tragic. On the one hand, it lets us
function, on the other hand, it lets us ignore.
There is a lot here, a lot more than one simple ‘meditation’
can answer. But if we don’t ask the question
in preparation, will we fall over the question when trying to find resolution?
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